I'm leavin!

So... I'm leavin in a couple hours!!!!!

WaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya, I'm a bit stressed.... everything is packed and ready to go, I'm still looking for my journal, to write down the things you can't read... but I don't feel like going out to get one, cause I'm stressed...

Now that I think, I'm not stressed, I'm scared the hell... Sometimes I wonder what I'm doing, going away of the sweet, soft and caring circle of my family... "ya hav to dream"

So ya

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The first Part of my journal, two nights before leaving!!